Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Blast

Like a bomb that explode, it was already confirmed that he was married. At first I was hesitant to believe him. I thought he was just joking. It was an unexpected call from him after few days that I have not heard anything from his side...

Blank...

I don't know what to say exactly that time. I even shouted to him and told him to stop fooling me. Then the girl was talking... The girl confirmed that they just got married. Friendly that I am, though there was already pain in my heart, I feel numb, can't remember anything but I even uttered the words 'Best Wishes' and 'Congratulations!'

It was Grishma, I was not so familiar with her voice but I heard a lot of stories about her. She was Amrit's girlfriend before and Amrit's wife now...

Bomb! Am I dreaming? Was it true? Everything happened so fast. What will happen when he comes back? I can not bring back the times that we can be together, talk and laugh. Can't say if I can take seeing him again... I was just deeply hurt. My heart is paining...

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